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1.31.2026 END THE BEGINNINGS … ALLOW & BECOME

Yes I’ve been away for quite a bit and well I am excited to share this Message today. I could go on and on about my lack of efforts and inconsistencies here and there, but trust me when I say SELF ACCOUNTABILITY has entered the room as part of my Energetic /Spiritual Hygiene. 

This year I choose to NOT begin again. I watched the calendar flip 30 days ago and while others celebrated and rang it all in. I cozied up in bed with a hot toddy and watched my neighbor’s firework show. I asked with each blaze to not offer me another beginning simply a continuance with just BECOMING in this time and space. WHY?  I simply enjoy the PEACE that comes with the ALLOWANCE that BECOMING partners with.  The coherent ebb and flow of this POWER couple. ALLOWANCE says we’re becoming and BECOMING says we are allowing.  ALLOWING understands that becoming has a mutual respect for presence (BE) and future (COMING) whilst BECOMING understands its needs permission (ALLOWANCE) from the vessel through which it is to EMERGE through.  I AM that VESSEL,  the CHANNEL, the ORACLE personified. All that is needed… and this is what blew me away in meditation the other day,  ALL that's needed is my WILLINGNESS (my authentic, unapologetic, wholehearted FUCK YES)  This Life Purpose tool known as (WILLPOWER) shifted so quickly in ME. The PURPOSE, MISSION, VISION only needed my YES.  My permission, not the pressure of pursuit. Now as sure as the SUN shines there is always a shadow side to this process,  the EGO extraction, to have to take a step back and Allow yourself to Become. Old habits, traits, relationships, timelines, identities, are all components that will have to be destroyed and/or dissolved. 

THIS YES also requires that every battle learned or won is part of the curriculum of your Evolution.

Imagine a Mission Field where I only have to say YES…..to BECOME more. 

Here is what I now believe in what i AM BECOMING. (full moon tears)

If you need a book, a session on BECOMING MORE. 

Email me at the optimysticbully@yahoo.com